Pat Hull & Keith Zarriello (The Shivers) circa 2004

Just following New Year's in 2021, I realized I was at the lowest point in my life and desperately searching for anything—meaning, purpose, direction. It felt like yesterday that I was just an 18-year-old kid duping cassettes and producing vinyl for artists out of my college dorm. And after over 10 years in the music business, I had worked for some of the biggest indie labels in the world and had run my own label and put out music for some of the biggest breakout artists.

I considered all of this as I pulled into the parking lot at the base of Overlook Mountain—needing a moment of reprieve. For reasons I can't remember, I decided I needed to take a 25lb weight with me. I needed the challenge of carrying it high over my head as I hiked up toward the peak. As I crossed the halfway point, the cold began to seep into my bones and my rain-soaked clothes were beginning to harden as the water was turning to ice. I was having to stop every five feet or so and my muscles were struggling to keep going. On top of that, mentally, I was beginning to break down. I couldn't keep going. I wanted to turn around and retreat. At that moment everything went quiet and an immense wave of peace came over me. Never before had I felt this kind of serenity. I just stood there and looked around—listening to the sleet pelt the pine, leaves, and bark around me. My muscles perked back up, my blood began flowing and I picked the weight back up and shouted, "I'm the only one on the mountain, I am the only fucking person on this mountain!" And that feeling of aloneness felt freeing, felt good. Once at the top, I looked out over the snow-covered ground, over to the next state and the one beyond it, and felt as free as I have ever felt.

While this story may not mean a whole lot to you, it means everything to me. What does this have to do with music or this record label? That’s for you to find out.

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